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a small discovery feed experiment

last modified 2 months ago

I did a small thing and I wanted to talk about it and why I did it and some things I noticed because I did it. it's not a lot, but it's a thought

essentially, I realized I wasn't reading a lot of other bear blogs; I can access my usual RSS feed of people I follow (or something like it)1 everywhere, but I'm not super motivated to check it on my phone. I like that it's on my computer, and anyway, I like to do different things on my computer and on my phone. I'm a different person depending on the orientation of my head, because of gravitational forces affecting the flow of my brain's juices, naturally

I also tend to really like "discovery" type zones online. I'm probably the only person who's enjoyed using the "for you" tumblr dashboard more than their regular dashboard, my obsession with my instagram discovery page was so bad I had to download an... alternate client and mod my app to eliminate the discovery button entirely, for my own mental health2, and I needn't say anything about tiktok, we're all aware of its siren call lol

it's not entirely that algorythms hypnotize me, though they do also do that3. and it's also not entirely that I crave novelty to stave off boredom, and also not entirely that these apps disincentivize keeping up with your actual follows, for some reason, either (these are a lot of "not entirely"s...)

the truth is, I also like digital people-watching. analog too, I like observing strangers on the subway. my reasons for it are kinda complex, they're beyond the scope of this post (though I did end up writing about em, so maybe I'll post that? idk), but I like lookin'! I like seeing people build weird and interesting new stuff and use platforms in interesting ways! I like finding people with interests different than my own that still express it in a fun way, y'know? I don't think I'm alone in this lol

so when I remembered that bearblog has an universal RSS feed of all posts, I thought it might be a fun idea to subscribe to it on my phone. I didn't want to get constant notifications, nor to have a ton of homework whenever I turned my PC on, so just having a new reader app on my phone dedicated solely to this feed sounded fun, and so I did it!

the steps I followed are pretty simple. I downloaded a new RSS app I wasn't using (the "Feeder" app works wonders for my purposes so far), making sure push notifications weren't turned on. then I navigated to the bear discovery feed, sorted by "most recent", then filtered the pages by the languages I speak (spanish and english), and then I put the feeds into my phone. "feeder" has an option to "save" posts, so the ones I liked got "saved", too.

and that was it4!

I still don't have super definitive results of this little experiment, because I only set this system up recently, and I don't check on it every day, just whenever I remember it exists5. that said, I do have some notes:

okay shit that got personal. I'm really hungry _irl so I should probably like. go and eat dinner and stop writing. but so far these have been my observations about bear! not a lot more

I'm working on a couple actual posts, I've got a really big one about The Summer Hikaru Died and philosophy of language that I'm gonna try to get out before uni starts back up, and in case that one doesn't work out too well or takes a while, I've got a bunch of semi-shareable thoughts about different shonen mangas I've been keeping up with. I still haven't started those tabletop rpg log posts I intended to write on this blog, but I'm hoping they'll be something I can start hammering away at sooner rather than later

& thank you, as usual, for reading!!

  1. I have a really bad method where my main RSS feed catcher is a browser extension because it makes subscribing to RSS feeds painless, and I also have a feedly account that lets me keep up with it on other devices, but I find the feedly subscription method annoying, so I often just don't update my feedly with new stuff I follow until quite a few have accumulated + I have a free day lol. I'm aware this is a nightmare method, as usual, the plywood solution (YouTube link) reigns king

  2. for... probably complex reasons I'm not aware of, instagram's algorythms always led me to stuff that, yeah, would effectively hypnotize me, but I would feel increasingly worse and more anxious the more I stared at it. this doesn't happen to me on tiktok nowadays, because I'm overly defensive of my peace, but it actually used to, the last time I tried it, back when I wasn't, which must've been... a couple years ago? this is basically everyone's story, though, or at least a lot of people on bear's, so who cares, you've probably gone through the same thing yourself. twinsies, I guess!

  3. I pride myself on being pretty aware of this fact though, as well as being reasonably neutral to it lol. I have a bunch of thoughts and experiences and tips on the subject that I might write about in the future

  4. I want to reference the "I'm lurking and I'm stalking when you least expect it" (youtube link) video so bad right now, but it would make me look super creepy... it's not helped by the fact I've started listening to Radiohead recently, too...

  5. I have very poor object permanence 👍

  6. bear as a service isn't very goth, it has more of a cutesy aesthetic, but you can make your blog pretty goth if you want to. actually, if you have a really goth blog, I'd love to see it, so feel free to email me! I'm not a part of that subculture, but I find a lot of trad goth aesthetics really neat to look at. I'm a goth ally, I think is my vibe

  7. my favourite is a discord-like set up where there's white text on a background that isn't pitch fucking black, twitter / instagram / etc. even just a dark gray works wonders. I also hate 1px borders completely enclosing elements, sometimes it works if there's a Web 1.0 vibe going on but otherwise, come on!!

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